Thursday, May 5, 2011

El Paso - Daniela Medrano


I woke up extra early one morning while we were in El Paso. I headed south from Casa Puente, thinking I’d eventually hit the border wall. Instead I found myself in front of Cesar Chavez highway staring at cargo trains pass along the border of El Paso and Juarez.

It was an odd sight since I was getting used to seeing high walls and fences. As my curiosity took me further, I came across El Centro de Trabajadores Agricolas (day labor center). There were men sleeping on the ground and others drinking and talking amongst themselves. I met Ruben, a man who had no shame in letting me know he was an alcoholic. “Soy alcoholico pero muy trabajador”, he said. Him and four other men were sitting and talking together, waiting to enter the center in order to shower and eat a warm meal before getting picked up to work. Ruben pointed to my Chicago Bulls sweater and asked if I was from the same place as Michael Jordan. I confirmed that I was from Chicago and that it was my first time in El Paso. He asked the question I always dread answering, “y que estas haciendo aqui?” I told him I was part of “el programa de estudios fronterizos” and before I could explain what the Border Studies Program was, the four men he was sitting with began to run away.

I was really confused and unsure if I should run after them to try to explain that I wasn’t the migra. Fortunately, Ruben hadn’t run away from me and explained that he had a work permit but the other men did not. He also made sure to tell me that if he hadn’t had a permit, he might have also run away from me. It was 6 in the morning, a time most people are still sleeping and somehow a 5 foot tall girl managed to scare away 4 grown men with the mere mention of the border.

Being undocumented in America, not just in El Paso is a fear people have to constantly live with. I can’t imagine adding the fear of deportation to all the other fears society imposes on us. People shouldn’t have to be afraid to go to work, walk down the street, or drive their car. The criminalization of undocumented immigrants is a psychological form of structural violence and it’s almost humorous to think that a train track divides the most dangerous city in the world and one of the “safest” cities in the United States.

Who is “safe” in El Paso? Clearly undocumented people in El Paso do not feel safe. So how can any city in The United States call itself safe when large populations within it live in fear every day?

Poema - Daniela Medrano


Yo soy el que manda, yo puedo destruirte

Yo te quito todo, para mi tu no existes

Inmigrante de manos suicias! Que rabia me das

Yo inicio guerra, pero yo solo quiero paz

Yo te tengo confundido, yo quiero darte trabajo

Construyeme una mansion, despues vete al carrajo

Yo no quiero tus costumbres, quiero tu diversidad

No quiero que tus hijos atiendan universidad

Yo no quiero ver tu cara, solo quiero adoptar tu estilo de arte

Quiero tomar tus ideas pero ni un centavo darte

Porque no te rindes? Inmigrante muerto de hambre!

Friday, April 29, 2011

The End - Michelle Jahnke


Our classes are over, our papers are (mostly) finished, we're leaving for the final retreat at the beach on Monday. I can't help but marvel at how fast we got here. My Border Studies journey has been especially long; I'm one of the two loquitas who decided to stay for both the fall and spring semester. This has been a life-changing experience. I've experienced the harsh beauty of the borderlands. I've felt anger at the violence and oppression we all live and I've channeled that rage into loud protests and marches. My view of the world has been shattered and I'm in the process of putting back the pieces in a way that feels more right to me now. I've become brown and proud. I've been adopted into two new families and grown closer with my own mamá as I've come to better understand our own migration story. I have been blown away by the strength and wisdom of Guatemalan campesina ex-guerrillera mothers. I want to be a revolutionary organizer midwife farmer. I've fallen in love with the desert. I have walked inside a dream at a zapatista caracol and I will always have that feeling to guide me abajo y a la izquierda, tierradentro toward the roots and the heart.

I just want to express my gratitude to the many teachers who have started me on this lifelong process of growth. Thank you for everything you've done for me.

Border Studies is (finally) ending. Now the real work begins.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Welcome to the United Snakes - Maddie Campbell



This is a movie I made as part of my final project for Riley Merline's "Roots and Routes of Migration" class.

The Guerreros - Kalila Zunes-Wolfe



Last Friday my parents came to visit and took me camping. On our way to northern Arizona, we stopped in Mesa, near Phoenix, to spend some time with some old social justice activist friends of theirs. We met them almost 20 years ago at Holden Village, a secluded Lutheran retreat center that has hosts workshops, speakers, arts and crafts fairs, etc. during summers. (The chaplain there that summer actually happened to live in Tucson for awhile hosting Salvadoran refugees!)

The friends, artists Carmen and Zarco Guerrero, took us to a local Mexican restaurant owned by some friends of theirs and filled us in on their incredible lives (as well as sang some well-known Spanish songs along with the restaurant owners). Carmen was born in Brazil but moved to the United States to escape imprisonment and violence when she was about my age (she’d already been imprisoned a couple of times). Zarco, a Mexican-American, was born in Arizona…and so were his ancestors, “back when this was Mexico.” In Carmen’s words, “we didn’t cross the border; the border crossed us!” This makes it especially ironic that Russell Pearce, who actually grew up in the same neighborhood as Zarco, called him a “dirty Mexican” when they were both young boys. How many generations have the Pearces lived in Arizona?

Carmen and Zarco met in an indigenous village in Mexico when they were in their mid-20s. Zarco was a mask-maker, visual artist, and community arts advocate and Carmen was a photographer and classically trained pianist (and Oberlin graduate!). They shared with and taught each other their passions (Carmen taught Zarco how to play guitar, etc.) and started performing music together. The couple, along with their three now-grown and also musically skilled children, have traveled/lived and performed in Mexico, Brazil, Bali, Japan, and Indonesia, among other countries around the world.

These days, their eldest Quetzal is living in Los Angeles teaching capoeira and making music (he’s produced at least one album). He was in the top 100 finalists for American Idol several years ago and has appeared onstage with Tito Puente. Carmen describes him as their “Native American” son – she says each child has claimed an identity. Tizoc, their middle child, is the “Brazilian,” and always prefers speaking Portuguese over Spanish. Zarina, their youngest, is their “Mexican princess,” who begged for a quinciñera. She is currently studying Justice Studies at Arizona State.

To get an even better idea of their life, I read an article they showed me in the December 2004 edition of Latino Perspectives. The article is titled “Los Guerreros: Art & Activism. Family advocates change through music and art.” It says the family “routinely uses its talents when addressing political and social issues through art and activism,” and quotes Carmen stating “Art is a vehicle for social activism.” She hopes for her family to be a role model for Latino families and encourages others to express their culture. “Culture isn’t something we hoard. It’s something we share.”

The Guerrero family has created Día de los Muertos altars to commemorate the immigrant lives lost while crossing the border as well as border agents killed in the line of duty. (This was actually the first piece of art we encountered upon entering their home.) They are involved in calling attention to violence and staging protests, and have a myriad of Jan Brewer masks and masks of other politicians and often bring them to protests (“protest art”).

Carmen has been involved with the Mesa Community Action Network, which provides technical assistance to community groups, and the Comite de Familia en Acción, which is made up of low-income families focused on improving their neighborhood. She ran for the School Board one year and received accusations that she was a foreigner running for public office. She was the only candidate with a Latino name and rumors were spread that she was not a US citizen (despite having been one since 1992).

Carmen also used to lead excursions to various Latin American countries. One of her own stories (not in the article) is when she brought some people from the Navajo nation to meet indigenous tribes in the Amazon. She told me how shocked the Amazon people were at how different the Navajo people looked from them and how obese they were, and she had to try to explain to them that the Navajo weren’t eating foods meant for their bodies. The obesity epidemic among the indigenous people of the United States is just one example of how oppressed and trapped they still are.

One story Zarco shared is that he and Carmen have had two other children living with them on and off the past ten years. Two friends of Tizoc’s came home with him one day after school, in junior high, and essentially started living there. In their late teens, one ended up being arrested for getting into a fight. After Zarco bailed him out of jail, the black teen told him “Dad, the only people in prison are blacks and Mexicans!” …The harsh reality of our justice system.

Last random fact I learned? Dom Helder Camara, author of the famous quote “When I give food to the poor, they call me a saint. When I ask why the poor have no food, they call me a communist” was a Brazilian archbishop and actually wed Carmen’s parents!

"Oaxacan Chapulín" - Grace Shoenlank


This is one of the many chapulines that Beth, Julia, Maddie and I snacked on while on the beach in Mazunte, Oaxaca. I remember not being able to decide if the little toasted insects were disgusting or if they were delicious.

Monday, April 25, 2011

Connecting Cornel West - Kalila Zunes-Wolfe


On Friday, April 1 I attended the Cornel West lecture at the University of Arizona. The U of A student body president was the first to speak and thanked various ethnic, sexuality/gender, etc. groups on campus who promote diversity, with a lot of engagement and support from the audience. The indigenous man introducing Cornel West talked a bit about the current political climate in Arizona and how a small group of powerful individuals use fear to intimidate those who are different (such as with bills like SB 1070).

Cornel West himself was fun, enthusiastic, engaging and engaged, and funny. He started out discussing male/white supremacy and privilege, issues we have delved into deeply throughout the semester, particularly in Jeff McWhorter’s Identity, Privilege, and Social Change class. One of the first quotes from West that evening was “the unexamined life is not worth living.” He went on to talk about humanity and humility and how we are tied to the earth, on the same human level, and that the one thing we all share is humanity.

He then delved into the negatives: weapons of mass distraction, overstimulation, superficial connectivity, the age of Reaganism, greed and indifference to poor, polarization, I instead of we – all of which are taking away from this humanity. He said indifference to evil is more evil than evil itself, which is something I discussed myself in our first paper for Jeff’s class about Martin Luther King Jr. and social change. Apathy and inaction, which is perpetuating evil, are often so much more frustrating and harmful than simply the evil actively being executed.
West talked about education. He argued that real education teaches you how to live critically and compassionately and causes the fear and intimidation inside you to die. He said people want convenience and comfort, but it is more important to be unsettled. Courage is essential for democracy, as are misfits. However, he also acknowledged that these misfits are told from birth that they are “less than” and “less moral.” He called it “internalized self-devaluation” – a topic we have definitely touched on when discussing privilege and oppression.

West talked about oppression. He said World War I really began in 1492. He gave statistics about the high proportions of nonwhite babies in poverty, especially the indigenous. He criticized the prison industrial complex and the fact that the United States holds 2.4 million people in prison – more than South Africa under Apartheid. He told us how many hundreds of millions of dollars have been spent on the Marshall Plan since the 1970s and the injustice of the budgetary deficit. He brought up domestic violence and homophobia. More specifically referring to the issues in Arizona, he said the business class wants labor and is favored over the laborers themselves, who are dehumanized – something we have explored a great deal this semester. He explained the predominant culture of the colorblind, encouraging us to open our eyes. He referenced the three most important things Martin Luther King Jr. wanted the world to be rid of: poverty, militarism, and materialism. After that, he started talking about Obama. Rather than delving into all his criticisms of the president, he admitted that one “can’t be free in politics.” Unlike West, Obama has a lot of limitations. What West was and is hoping for is that Obama can at least re-prioritize.

West talked about religion. While he referenced the Bible once or twice, he also acknowledged that we have so much to learn from the indigenous people. He said that love for wisdom and justice is something we do share. Encouraging us to share religion reminded me of some of the people we learned about in Guatemala and Mexico who managed to combine their indigenous spirituality with Catholicism.
West talked about hypocrisy and moral inconsistency, including in regards to immigration. Our forefathers claimed to be anti-imperialist but clearly weren’t. The statue of liberty said “Give me your poor” while simultaneously the Chinese Exclusion Act was passed.

West talked about the powerful market forces on this new generation, saying “Facebook is gangster activity far beyond anything I’ve seen in the Hood!” And finally, he reminded us that no culture has a monopoly on truth, telling us “find your voice; I see too many echoes.”